3:33 AM
Saturday, December 24, 2011
My biggest regret was
hurting someone i have no right of
hurting.
imagine the guilt.
Wish u knew how awful i feel.
But i ever did told u to hate me.
4:11 AM
Friday, December 23, 2011
Now i truly understand the meaning of
'the house is not a home'
And guilty too.
Both the men wont be here this christmas
I got parties after parties which will make me
Neglect my
Mum.
This makes me love my mum more and more
She doesnt deserve it yknw, my mum is the
Holiest hardworking pure and simply the best
I have though i truly have a hard time
Communicating with her smtimes.
Its embarressing and sad to say
We have no decorations at home
Till the extent i went to ikea to get
A small miniature tree versiin today.
And even joked to anthony to lend me
His home's xmas tree hawhaw.
Its been exhausting doing nothing at home
Not moving muscles just hibernating
And being addicted to all the night tv
Programmes,
Cant w8 for school to start.
I am trying to get my hunger for success
And inspiration
Back on track. Feels like im dead.
Feels like i resigned from being
The gr8 deep designer i wish to be for awhile.
Thankful for my loved ones
And my friends.
God bless them all.
Night.
2:53 PM
Friday, December 09, 2011
so glad to meet faith after her exams and ze twins @ standard chartered.
cant believe faith and i dragged our lazy bones to city hall.
we couldnt sleep the night before!
have been jogging everyday except wed since sunday
so tempted to just laze at home and watch the chefs on starworld cook up a storm!
thanks antiny! happy _!
marcus leaving for suzhou on monday early morning,
gna miss xmas and newsyear here!
we gna have fmly lunch tmr at chillisssss
woohooo and shopping after!
this morning my mum called me
she asked me frantically
jo! where are you!
she said some girl just called her
sobbing and saying
'mummy save me mummy save me'
she thought it was me!
goshhhhh.of course not.
4:42 PM
Monday, December 05, 2011
end of nov, start of dec